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I think im bi only because when it comes to women only certain ones tickle my fancy I find my self attracted to guys more than anything I feel as if I am dealing with more of an emotional roller coaster part of me says bad and the other one says it will be awesome I have alot of really manly tendencies but when I think of being seen with a boyfriend in public it really bothers me I need to not care what people think but where I hang out gays are the butt of every joke made. I have a really bold persona. also the thought of getting old really bothers me too. I havent thought about this in a l